life thru the eyes of a guz

life

2007-01-23T00:41:00.001-08:00

im trying to be positive
i am

looks like im a section 88

sometimes,
as i think i have written before
you dont know its gone until its way too late
im the king at fucking things up
and hurting people i dont want to hurt

e nuff of the shite

heres a few flicks of life with a guz brain

at least there are people in your life
that are put there to make you smile

and some people would just do anything for you
without any need for reward, just to help you smile

on the other hand,
when your racing your living....
and everything else is just waiting...

man and machine
metal and power
its wat we all strive for
to win

"these demons in my head wont let me be"
...."these demons in my head wont conquer meeeeeeee..."

zug

ow

2007-01-23T00:41:00.000-08:00

blur

2006-10-31T03:39:00.000-08:00

life is a blur
if you dont live every second, then its gone
i cant even keep up
i want to do so many things i cant see straight

here lies a taste of guz-life

graf, world heritage listed styles:

melbourne for a night is never enuff

HAndo is the man

zombies need help

finally mario and guzuG get to sweat it out

katha is the bomb

i heart her

time for some much needed sleepies

love

guz

tis' been a while

2006-09-30T02:49:00.000-07:00

been to busy to scratch myself at the moment
whether its riding a bike
drinking a beer
matter of fact I've got it now
and I had a fun t-shirt making session
with mR "hungover to hell" 1337 today
anyways heres a couple of flicks

almost over the hill :)

2006-07-27T01:19:00.000-07:00

hello there
I went away with 17 special people on the weekend
something special about sitting round the fire
freezing your arse off,
with your best mates in the whole world,
and a special girl shaking in her ugg boots beside you.
Things are pretty fkin great at the moment.
When I look back at some of the shit Ive written i here,
i wonder who that person was..
hopefully I ride this cloud called life for a long time to come,
"wouldn't be dead for quids!"

some random flicks for the masses,

jezza's car is one of a dying breed...she wont stop ever

shameless advertising

hi mum :)

2006-07-09T03:41:00.000-07:00

insane

look closely

glenda you funny f**k

when your racing your living

harry the first

2006-06-27T02:47:00.000-07:00

hello kids

the socceroos officially suck a HA HAH

meet harry, he's the youngest of the ry4n grandchildren
i wish i had a pic of my granny Isla to show the world
then id have the oldest and the youngest

in the rut

2006-06-11T03:50:00.000-07:00

im in a rut, theres no denying, no saying no
its just there
a rut
small but huge
impossible to climb
but easy to scale

robots and guz love art
they dont kill
they dont maim
they even pay the bills
its no shame
that painting is
the crime

;)

The painting of this peice will be on
a small show on Bris 31 called "TatToo Tv",
maybe i will tell people when its on......
maybe
:)

back to the real world

2006-05-26T23:14:00.000-07:00

ive just got off the plane from melbourne, where i had a wirlwind trip of piss drinking, art, more piss drinking, and more art...
Melbourne has lost its former identity of a "free and spirited" steet art scene, and is slowly slipping into the hands of people who would rather catch a tram to work surrounded by the
grey and cream buff monster. Its hard to really make an impact on the place, especially on your own...but i have a few thankyou's to make, because amongst all the people that are just "too fucking cool" there are some really wonderful kids that just make the place a pleasure.

First and foremost i have to thank my best mate Ghetto Kitty for basically keeping me entertained (and mostly pissed) the whole time. She makes my world a brighter place and I only wish I could spend more time hanging out and smoking her wicked spliffs and talking absolute GARBAge heh heh. ALSO a huge props to PHEELIX who generously gave up his studio space for my poster making sessions etc..be sure to check out pheelix on-line HERE

<----Pheelix at home

Also I have to give a shout out to my man GLYPHICS for making the effort to get all the way from friggin frankston to go on missions with me when all of the poofs in melbourne were either "too cool" or "too busy" to give a shit.

glyph and his fucken masterpiece pirate ship!
WOOT

also a big shout to the tassie kids, mR Jamin, PAcey and Empire and the elusive "Home Wrecker" that made being in mexican territory that much more fun... you idiot!

Ahhh melbs..what a stinky shit pile.... :)

artists' block

2006-05-11T02:44:00.000-07:00

man, been so busy lately
just packed up my shiz and sent it off to melbs for the
melbourne stencil festival....PHew
more details here

apart from measuring my equipment and dealing with
mental blocks...I managed to get to a good friend of mines'
little art show...very tidy jimmy, VERY tidy indeed! I would stick
a link here but the gheY boY has deleted his flog...?
um

Consumerism?

um
i cant get enough of Brant Bjork at the moment, them stoner tunes
just take me away from all the hassles..if you need a pick up
go buy his record. And um read about him here.....

also check byrds flog...its a neat look at brisbanes street art

i cant stop thinking about this place....take me back

a beautiful place and some beautiful people ...awww

2006-04-17T23:07:00.000-07:00

I've just had the pleasure of spending the last few days on a tropical island in northern QLD.
Times like these really make you realise how lucky you are to be alive and the things that you experience in life are really precious. I cant remember a time spent better with a better bunch of people. Anyways, enuff of the niceties, onto some flicks of the underwater playground we had for a few days....

macca can take photos (cheating freaking camera HAHAHAAH)
was almost impossible to pic out the best shots,
but I will try and give the punters a feel of what they missed..:D

Flying planes is not for beginners
BAAA HAAA

and yes that is a REAL shark (and looking hungry)

fuck these images are huge !

below tae-toe and jade-o enjoy a sunset on a tropical island

yes its really that clear

this guy payed me and tiger tim a visit late
one afternoon..he was massive, probably as wide
as my arms across to his flippers.
unbelievable

enuff for now..more laters

luv
guz

cops FUCKING SUCK

2006-04-11T01:57:00.000-07:00

i hate fat useless traffic cop faggots that think
they are doing society a fovour by draining our
pockets and clogging up the courts with fucken
bullshit....fuck them

fuck all you fat cunts

the sunshine state is no more

someone rub my sore bits

2006-03-26T23:44:00.000-08:00

when your riding your living and everything else is just waiting
well he actually said "racing" but i reckon when ever I am on one
of my motos the whole world ceases to exist.

dazza's triple pack of death (fuken bobcat!)

some cooL art i saw the other day

While I am on the subject this is a fantastic read..
Wooster Collective is by far the most inspirational
site on the internet.

one more pic for today
yes, i am sorry but its my bottom :)
skirmish hurts like FUCK kids

post a comment i would love to hear from
someone...love or hate..its all the same

guz-doe

weird

2006-03-16T21:38:00.001-08:00

this thing i did today described me to a tee! Its one of those spam-mail, fill in the questions, and get your palm read thingo's Ya nah what i mean?

check it

Your Actual Problem
Anxiety and restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced stress. He feels misunderstood, disoriented, and unsettled. This drives him into a search for new conditions or relationships, in the hope that these might offer greater contentment and peace of mind.

man and if thats not scary enuff, then it spat out

Feels he is receiving less than his share, but that he will have to conform and make the best of his situation. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Able to obtain physical satisfaction from sexual activity but tends to hold aloof emotionally.

FARRRkkkk

anyways

im feeling weird
like im on the edge of something big
ready to fall into the abyss
maybe its just my mind
telling me somethings amiss
or really its something ive always feared

im no poet

fuck it to heLL, im going to mow the weeds

guzUg

lets get together now

2006-03-10T00:44:00.000-08:00

Im going to a bucks tomorrow. We are celebrating an0ther retarded wedding by shooting each other with high velocity paint balls. SHould be a blast, so i got motivated and made a shirt for the lucky buck to wear HA HA
I think its fitting for the ocassion. Also i think weddings are ridiculous, but the food is good and the chicks all look neat.

I have decided that I love MUDhoney to DEATH. I reckon if their rock was any more sultry, they would be asleep. And the wonder of the intra-weB is that you can download some right now, right HERe....

arent i a lovely little guz...

im off to the puB

get a mullet up ya

guzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz---

change

2006-03-01T23:40:00.000-08:00

who am i kidding..im a lifeless, boring fuck who crawls into this cave every night and stuffs himself with beer and chips and thinks its fun. Do i just sit and wait for something to drag me off this chair, away from my beloved keyboard and scrawl covered desk. Or do I do something about it? Im sure something BIG will happen soon, i just hope it doesn't hurt to much....Maybe I should take some advice and "make something happen for once"....this has been sitting in my lounge room for six months or more, im going to go scribble all over it... :)

i just had to add THIS !!-probably the best hit i have ever seen put on a woman....check it

stuff

2006-02-22T01:09:00.000-08:00

im bored. thats nothing unusual. Also im in lust over a traffic controller. She is the bomb. Im so gutless to ask for her number its insane. Anyway, life goes on in the giant dirt track I call home. Won a few races on the weekend which was kinda cooL. I think a lot of the guys (all 38 of them) were thinking to themselves..."where did this fuck come from???" haha and Now im paying for it with a neck that wont allow me to look right without shuffling my entire body. All i need is a few razor cuts and a bald patch and you can call me Norman Gunston. I think I have been disowned by my friends again. They all have busy lives and kids and marriages. This is where i usually bitch on about being a lonely pathetic loser. But fuck it, its not that bad...I get to do what I want When I want... this can mean anything from sipping on a jack Daniels to fucken killing Ze germans on my puter, to roosting some faggot mountain bike riders in the bush...all good clean holesome fun. Would be nice to have someone to talk shit, tell jokes, and be a fuckwit around. I miss making someone smile. Even worse is, we have no where cool to paint anymore which is totally legal...which is really smart on our dipshit governments behalf, because it FORCES kids into breaking the stupid law to express themselves, like their mammal instincts tell them. So we venture underground into drains, pipes and crevasses, i the hunt for virgin walls. This is cool by us, but it doesnt really achive anything except feed out hunger, because no one except the occaisional smack freak or wagging school kid gets to see it.

anyways...another pitch black rushed pink thingo i did with the bots the other night...will get back soonish and get some better shot-ski's...

i cant think of anything else exciting to say?
fuck

um yeah

hope your all getting lots of sex

peace out

guz

sometimes you can win, but not on Valentines Day!

2006-02-13T21:52:00.000-08:00

okay, so i got a few bikes in the garage. They dont talk back, they do what I tell them, and they only need to be maintained half as much as a woman HA HA

(I CAN WRITE THAT!) anyways, heres proof that im not too old just YEt...

Anyways for those interested, yes -that does say 1st! 1st is so nice, because its not third, its not even ALMosT first...its FIRST..only C grade, but what the hell, its my second race in over two years so ya gotta be happy and shit eh?

Okay so i went for a bit of a session with my mate BOTs the other night. Was pretty hell dark and the mozzies were driving us crazy but managed to get something going...as you can see the colours werent the best (due to the DARK) but still good fun

actually could get my arse down there and clean that puppy up..

oh and one more thing, if my valentine reads this,

thanks for reading my dribble

Guz

sometimes you cant win

2006-01-31T21:55:00.000-08:00

I find that constantly I am battling some voices in my head. They tell me to crave things that OBVIOUSLY I cant have.

Now this may seem like pretty normal to a lot of people, we all want things that we cant have. But why is it ALWAYS like this for me. Usually I want something (or someone, maybe they will read this guzzi) and I just dig and dig and dig until I get it. I dont know, maybe I just like craving what I cant have, maybe Im just a deluded little fuck who needs to work his shit out. Who knows, now I think about it, I think its my recessive "mothers side" manic depression coming out in me. I hate being so up and down all the time it shits me to tears. Ive made some fucken terrible decisions over the years and I guess thats part of growing up? But at what point do you grow up and stop making fuck head decisions?

God I SO WISH i could go back, and convince that special person that it wasnt the time for me then, but RIGHT NOW IS! anyways i did manage to get off this computer and have a paint with my good mate robotS...

the end result was pretty cooL as its a super chiLL spot in this day of fucken graff HATE..

and campbell newman is our c**ksucker lord mayor who hasnt filled one of his election promises, and needs to hide that fact by bashing graff writers..and street artists because they are such an easy target for some quick sensationalism...the picture they ran in our sunday paper up here, contained no less than THREE absolutely LEGAL graff walls in bris-vegas. The girl that wrote that article wouldnt know her head from here fat coffee drinking pimpled arse. Anyways, fuck politicians, fuck all the people who doubt me and best of aLL fuck this shitty town to HELL.

the biggest big day out yet....

2006-01-22T21:57:00.000-08:00

i cant understand what possesses 50 thousand humans
to converge on a piece of grass and get fucken spastic together?

at first glance you think its for the camaraderie...the feeling of belonging to
a human race that can love one another just enough to put up with the guy beside
you with his penis out

but sitting here in my hung over and rather mashed brain state, i realised its the freaks that make it such a memorable day...or was it the unforgettable performances that were going on in front of my eyes. One of the most memorable of the day was seeing IGGY POP perform for probably the last time in OZ. I found my self asking strangers beside me "can you understand what you are witnessing here?"

but now I sit here I guess it was probably a mixture of the two...
its nice to be in a middle of something so HUGE and not see one
ounce of anger or mis-feeling to your fellow man (and ahem woman)...
so next time kids, i suggest you get yourself a ticket, if not
because your favourite band is playing, just to be APART of
something so memorable...

and maybe you will see something like this

love your comentator and all round lonely guy

guz ;)

give up

2006-01-17T01:27:00.000-08:00

ive given up
yes its official
no one loves me and everyone hates me
i turned off my work phone and threw it in the corner for two days
how nice

fuck women, fuck couples and fuck all my friends with their happy
marriages and beautiful children...

MEH

im just gonna keep buying bikes...

i have no motivation to eat, sleep, or paint

the only salivation is of the two wheeled kind

maybe i will get lucky and get squashed by a truck.

there is some light at the end of the tunnel

oh and wally lewis is no longer my all time hero

....

happy new year (or is it?)

2006-01-04T17:02:00.000-08:00

a New years hackey-sack session, that had to be seen to be believed..

yes, we do in fact live in GODS COUNTRY!

(thanks for the pic kazza ;)

I'm sitting here in my office dreaming of the night and following days of new years just recently...honestly I cant remember a better New Years EVER. There is something about spending time with only your closest mates, in a beautiful spot, to make you reflect on the year and the coming year. We in fact had this whole beach almost entirely to OURselves!

I did come to one conclusion. That i have spent my time procrastinating too much about garbage, and if I have any new years resolutions, it would be to change that. I realised in my sandy sleeping spot, as I watched the sun begin to rise thru the night sky, while the cicada's started their whine in unison, that I had just spent 3 years in procrastination mode. You dont realise sometimes, because you are so wrapped up in it, that time is literally WASTING, and you cant ever get it back. A good friend once told me that she always says "cant get that day back".....

I often find myself wondering what if? I think I'm going to spend less time wondering this year and more time riding THIS!!!..

anyway, enuff blabbing

and Wally Lewis, if your out there, please call me (the wondering part was 90% about YOU)

more soon

guz-lug

i still smell

2005-12-14T22:00:00.000-08:00

lonely boring house...

my brain is drawing a blank

Its too fuken hot to do anything at the moment,
but me and the boys had a little paint the other night

CReatE came down for a paint...I swear he stresses to much and then just produces the goods without even trying!

RoboTs is one loose puppy....
in this shot he had a little granny come by and meet him :)

oh and why i'm here my mate mr 1337 had himself a little opening
was good to catch up with all the SR grommies

if you have a spare 5 minutes and some bandwidth you should go HERE and download this amazing video of some cool RUSSIAN PARKOUR...I only wish i had the knees of this guy...crazy shit indeed

anyways, i have to get my shit organised to go see the ZOmbie GhOSt TraIn tonight! WOOT

spending time on your own

2005-12-04T00:12:00.000-08:00

i seem to spend a heap of time on my own lately....

i must smell

so i go paint

(the sally view)--- :)

the paint i used was total SHITE..but i managed to spam this out

people must spin out when they see me emerging from the undergrowth all covered in shit with a bag full of paint.... Back to trying to get clones to think a little different

its gets to me that people cant think for themselves, and spend there whole lives in suburbia, shopping at the same supermarket, wearing the same aftershave, and following the sperson in front of them like a sheep

maybe they should listen too some Zombie Ghost Train and then maybe skate some VErt followed by some humble pie (sorry i couldnt resist)

i fuken hate suburbia...

guz

boredom

2005-12-01T03:45:00.000-08:00

PARIS Hilton is the devil I have found... he he. I cant believe she gets to act like a slut and be famous for it..kinda cool

nuthing much is happening here...its hot as fuck and we are getting some crazy fuken summer storms..could be worse, i could be this guy!

but seriously i would rather be doing THis hehe crazy fucks

um ...i think he would like this shot

i know i enjoyed taking it

now for some old shit

In Bris-Vegas we have to resort to fucken crawling in StinkINg Drains to express our art. Not that i mind, mind you (specially when its as hot as it is) but the law here is ridiculous...you can get longer in jail for painting a fence on a railway line, then you do for statutory RAPE!!!

i dunno....:( i got chased away from this wall the other day by this steroid sucking fuckhead, cause he thought i was some vandal fuck tagging his wall.....

my point is - how do you educate a world of clones to think differently?

i think thats my thought for the day...

peace

Guz-luga

when you realise the errors of your ways

2005-11-28T02:46:00.000-08:00

<-----click on the image to enlarge!

I saw an old girlfriend other night(after lots of hassling!) and she made my heart beat all funny like. As I wandered home in my drunken mess I came to a few conclusions.... Sometimes you have something right in front of you..but you cant see it because of your preoccupation with the bullshit that clutters your mind...I have made some terrible mistakes it seems, and as I look back I wonder what would happen if given the chance now??? Am I going to spend the rest of my days staring at this computer screen wondering what ifs? Have I done my dash with this wonderful person>? Only time will tell...but as an ungrateful fuck told me recently, "you snooze you lose~" hmmmmm

anyways..i went out and spent three hours skating and painting to try and work out the strange feelings i am having deep inside... didnt help much except make my heart ache some more ;) Now my arse is bruised to the bone and I have paint from head to toe.

click here to see more

barrrrrrpt~!

2005-11-22T21:46:00.000-08:00

went for a race on the weekend -

so far the score is

Guz -2, little bro -1

last race of the year, had so much fun

its so hot and humid here and we are finally

getting some beautiful summer storms like

this one...

apart from that, not a heap happening....

Andy howell is my favourite artist ever, I use to copy his New Deal drawings when I was 14 because I was totally infatuated with them, and skateboarding in general.
click andy howells site

my favourite skateboarder of all time was Mike Vallely who I had the pleasure of watching skate in my later years with my good mate and mentor Mr 1337 . Never have I seen a man of his age give so little thought to his own personal well being, just to give the kids a show, than Mike. What a legend.

god Im a NOOB hahah

when the smallest phrase can tear you up

2005-11-16T02:48:00.000-08:00

im new to this blog thing....im trying to work it all out
someone said something to me tonight just in passing that caught me
it really hurt for some reason
you know...when someone says something and you just get a great wallop
in the heart strings, and you dont know where to look?
i think its the moon

hmmmm

anyways

then someone from the other side of the world makes you smile

something old something new

2005-11-13T21:53:00.000-08:00

this is a very old piece of paper

its still there ;) which is rare around here

i wanted to publish some flicks of some other "extra curriculum"
activities that i get up too around the place... this seemed like a
great place to start->

a recent one

paint is so much more fun then paper

but so expensive

ghetto kitty is my friend to the end and
she is thinking about moving to the other side of the country
far far away....

http://ghettomeow.blogspot.com/

sometimes its great to literally turn off your brain
sometimes you have to just say fcuk it and go for it

something different

2005-11-12T18:53:00.001-08:00

people have the wrong idea about me

its lonely here

in this HOT as fuck house

summers in Bris-Vegas are becoming unbearable

my friend is an amazing artist..you can check her stuff here http://www.fotolog.net/spunky_one/

also my best mate got the chance to meet my childhood hero
http://www.fotolog.net/very1337/

hmmmm i want to go back

teh snake is sleeping

2005-11-10T23:05:00.000-08:00

i was cleaning up some junk mail the other day and stood on what
i thought was a toad in the wet grass....

not thinking anything of it, i picked up some more old newspapers
on the ground only to find a new
friend in the way of a five foot long carpet python

i immediatley named him gusssssss and allowed him to stay under my
rock for a few days ;)

http://www.fotolog.net/guzug

im a lazy little man

2005-11-10T00:54:00.000-08:00

stuck in a rut

feelin' pretty low

time to paint

brisbane can be so frustrating

so many rules, so many bogans